The Drive to Create: My Expression
Discovering the beauty and success of life.
The drive to create
Because it is who I am
Sharing the struggle
I can see the beauty of life
I understand the power of education
Skills of survival
Never ending strength and determination
There was a time when I believed that life was meant to be hard because I did not deserve what others had.Loosing faith in the value of who you are is something that you learn.When you are born into this world you have no sense of individual value negative or positive because you have not yet realized that you are even an individual separate form your mother…
The reinforcement of all that you will soon realize is a reference to your physical environment and the people who surround you.If your home life teaches you a skewed perception of the world there is a good chance that you will interpret it the same way skewed.A child having no real model to follow and a life constantly in transition moving form town to town and school to school living with relative stringers and my mother whom had here own problems dealing with life.
It’s hard enough being the new kid in school, but when you have holes in your shoes and your hair looks like it hasn’t been cut in a long time other children quickly realize that you are not like them it becomes even harder.Inconsistencies in my early education due to lack of attendance and proper guidance has been a weight I have carried for a long time.It was cemented in stone when I had to repeat the 2nd grade while living in a foster home.It would take a long time for me to discover understand the potential of my own intellectual abilities.When you have people all around you telling you that you are not as smart as the other children your age and provide you no path to redemption what are you supposed to believe.
Discovering the true value of who I am will be a life long process, but being proud to be myself and true to what lives inside my hart is something I live with every day.By using my experiences and expressing myself the best way I know how.I want to share with other people that have great challenges in life that there is a light at the end of the tunnel when can live life with a real view of what life is and not the black cloud we think we have to live with.
This is my expression!
Discovering the beauty and success of life.
The drive to create
Because it is who I am
Sharing the struggle
I can see the beauty of life
I understand the power of education
Skills of survival
Never ending strength and determination
There was a time when I believed that life was meant to be hard because I did not deserve what others had.Loosing faith in the value of who you are is something that you learn.When you are born into this world you have no sense of individual value negative or positive because you have not yet realized that you are even an individual separate form your mother…
The reinforcement of all that you will soon realize is a reference to your physical environment and the people who surround you.If your home life teaches you a skewed perception of the world there is a good chance that you will interpret it the same way skewed.A child having no real model to follow and a life constantly in transition moving form town to town and school to school living with relative stringers and my mother whom had here own problems dealing with life.
It’s hard enough being the new kid in school, but when you have holes in your shoes and your hair looks like it hasn’t been cut in a long time other children quickly realize that you are not like them it becomes even harder.Inconsistencies in my early education due to lack of attendance and proper guidance has been a weight I have carried for a long time.It was cemented in stone when I had to repeat the 2nd grade while living in a foster home.It would take a long time for me to discover understand the potential of my own intellectual abilities.When you have people all around you telling you that you are not as smart as the other children your age and provide you no path to redemption what are you supposed to believe.
Discovering the true value of who I am will be a life long process, but being proud to be myself and true to what lives inside my hart is something I live with every day.By using my experiences and expressing myself the best way I know how.I want to share with other people that have great challenges in life that there is a light at the end of the tunnel when can live life with a real view of what life is and not the black cloud we think we have to live with.
This is my expression!
